Thursday, June 26, 2008

list of things before tour.

I leave aug 8th for a month of touring in canada.

There are things I wish/like/need to do before I leave.

In no order really

1. Camping trip for 2
2. Buy a canoe
3. Get sleeve finished, also toe knuckles
4. Make as much money as I can working/side jobs
5. Find out if tmoblie with covers canadian roaming.
6. Get drunk and swim.
7. Ride, ride, ride my bike
8. Shave/wax robb harkins ass
9. Do nice
10. Go to as many flea markets as I can

This will be the longest tour I've ever been on. I couldn't be more excited/nervous. I hope all goes well. But I couldnt have ask for 4 better dudes to do it with.

I leave on the 7th/8th get back on the 30th....which means everyone will miss my birthday on August I exspect presents and a party when I'm home. Ha.

Poutine and my friends in I come.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

this is me, giving up

I'm done with people.
I'm done proving my worth.

I've made so many positive changes in my life. And I'm very proud of who I've become.

But when people you've known for years and stood by in their times of need, turn around and completely forsake you, say horrible things about you and completely diregaurd the changes you've made in your life, that hurts.

When you've stood by somone through anything, been a source of strength and support and help, and what you get back is complete betrayal. Wow.

All I exspect from my friends is what I put in. Friendship is a two way street.

How dare you take your past issues out on me?!

So I'm done. No one should have to prove/defend themselves this much.

It hurts to know someone feels this way about you.

So, I give up on you.

Stay out of my life.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

you and me.

We got it on lock.

Yes this songs about you.


These are my sorrows
This is my plea

Woe is me
Woe is me
Woe is me
Its a pity party

Hello there, hello there
Lets see how many of you I have fooled

Hi there, hi there
What is poor boy suppose to do

We are the after party
We are living proof

We are the after party
Look at me this could be you

Here I invite all your lonely bones
To hear a tale of boy about to explode
Partake in his lonely life, his life on hold

We are living proof
That such a goddamn ego
Could fit into one room

The world revolves around me
The worlds repulsed with me

...and now, I'm over it. But I won't forget.

I feel like people like this are placed in my life to show me how to not be. Almost like I start to do things or act a certain way, and then shit people are placed into my life. And for that I'm thankful.

Monday, June 23, 2008

first post, here I am.

I'm going to be honest and not give a fuck here. Cuz after all this is what this exhist for. Love me or hate me. This will be me.
Feel free to partake in my life.