Sometimes

Somtimes i get so angry with you for everything.

Sometimes I hate the person I know you are.

Sometimes I wonder what was truth and what was lies

Sometimes Im crushed beyond beleive

Somtimes Im proud Im gone

Sometimes I never want to think of you again

Sometimes that's all I do is think

Sometimes Im mad

Sometimes Im just plain dissapointed

Sometimes I don't fucking care

Sometimes I want to tell you all the terrible things you've done to me

Sometimes I just want to cry

Sometimes I can't stop smiling

But mostly. Im me, without you or us.

And that's okay.

I'll stay alive.

-- d

wait what?!

i still dont believe this is my life sometimes.

im seeing the country, and soon other countries with the best dudes.

win.

this is what i did today...

what did you do?

into it

life right now is good, im liking this trend of happiness, lets you and me keep this going huh?!

Seriously

Grow up child.

Im done.


-- d

Cheers

Here is to letting go.


-- d

Trust

Shit is so weird right now. I've never had this much mistrust in my life. I don't know who's REALLY a friend. I guess it's part of settling into this new life, people just haven't caught up?! I've just been finding out secrets withheld, shitty things said and done that I would never do or say to anyone I called a friend.

Sometimes, most times I want to just alone. I trust me, and I get so bummed that I can't really really trust people I call my friends. I try to ignore it but it's there.

I don't know, maybe Im wrong. And if you're my friend and you read this, and you don't feel like this applies to you, then it doesn't, please just be a good friend while Im around you AND when Im away, cuz this is driving me crazy.

Blah.


-- d