Sept 24th

Louisiana








- d

One

One more day





I miss you so much.

- d

Cliques

Fuck em

And fuck you.




- d

Because of you

Because of you I smile
Because of you I'm happy
Because of you I live my dream
Because of you I'm hope full
Because of you I'm free
Because of you

B




- d

Some her

It's back



So am I.

-d

Parting ways

Me and the old life I had, have cease to co-exhist.

Im so pleased with where my life is now, being miserible was just not worth it anymore I guess.

These past few months have really showed me it's okay to persue dreams and be happy, fuck everything else.

This year I got/get to, record a record, see America a few times, see friends, go to Europe, move, B, do warped tour, and live amoung some of the greatest dudes I've ever met.

Deal.

Here's to 2010.


-- d

Splinters

Music makes you relieze things about life whether YOU relieze it or not.

A person can leave a pain in your life that you might mistake as feelings or a still lasting want for that person. You have to pull that pain out, and move on.

You, being an a good person and trying to Better yourself, what good is any of that if you settle for a person who isn't good in the ways you need. And same for them.

Everything needs it's equal mate, it's reason to exhist and be what it is.

Love is being that reason.

And without the equal, there's no point.

What good is wax without a wick to burn it all away.






-- d

Sometimes

Somtimes i get so angry with you for everything.

Sometimes I hate the person I know you are.

Sometimes I wonder what was truth and what was lies

Sometimes Im crushed beyond beleive

Somtimes Im proud Im gone

Sometimes I never want to think of you again

Sometimes that's all I do is think

Sometimes Im mad

Sometimes Im just plain dissapointed

Sometimes I don't fucking care

Sometimes I want to tell you all the terrible things you've done to me

Sometimes I just want to cry

Sometimes I can't stop smiling

But mostly. Im me, without you or us.

And that's okay.

I'll stay alive.

-- d

wait what?!

i still dont believe this is my life sometimes.

im seeing the country, and soon other countries with the best dudes.

win.

this is what i did today...

what did you do?

into it

life right now is good, im liking this trend of happiness, lets you and me keep this going huh?!

Seriously

Grow up child.

Im done.


-- d

Cheers

Here is to letting go.


-- d

Trust

Shit is so weird right now. I've never had this much mistrust in my life. I don't know who's REALLY a friend. I guess it's part of settling into this new life, people just haven't caught up?! I've just been finding out secrets withheld, shitty things said and done that I would never do or say to anyone I called a friend.

Sometimes, most times I want to just alone. I trust me, and I get so bummed that I can't really really trust people I call my friends. I try to ignore it but it's there.

I don't know, maybe Im wrong. And if you're my friend and you read this, and you don't feel like this applies to you, then it doesn't, please just be a good friend while Im around you AND when Im away, cuz this is driving me crazy.

Blah.


-- d

A sinking ship

Friendship is such a fickle thing. So fleeting yet so very nessasary to us all. I've watch myself be friends with so many different people and I've watched those people drift away. Is that all we are? Destined to drifted, in and out of each others life?! Seems so futile then to even make connections.
Recently I've really been looking at my friendship with people, I've come up with this...
Frienship is a two way road, but so many times we refuse to continue down the road if that othe traveler isn't. We hold back and don't communicate and the journey is over as quick as it began. Friendship work, you need to keep you friends in check an likewise, it's about calling each other out on bad shit, trying to make things right. It's about guiding each other through this crazy and grueling life. EVERYONE suffers, EVERYONE has pain, stop for a second and relieze that we ALL suffer together and it's about finding joy is the suffering and coming together.

I challenge anyone who may read this, try on others shoes, think how you'd want to be treated, BE A BETTER FRIEND. It will make the time you have here, well, less terrible.

Don't bite you tongue either, speak up and tell your friends how you feel, communicate thru something besides text or Internet, we are all real, one way or another we all have a voice, use it, lifes way to short and shitty to hold back.

I promise if we are friends, there will be a new David Alan Muise in your life this year, you've been warned.


-- d

2010

This year is already kicking my ass.

Amazing show, video shoot and then recording a new record.

Ready for the future. Let's do it.



Oh ps this happened

--d