though this is such a big move, a different move, a maybe to some unexpected move, im more happy with my direction then i ever have been. i feel like i shed a bit of my old self which is weird to come to grips with even that because i made me realize that we are never really done growing as people as sure of ourselves as we may feel. i am happy, truly. and im doing this for myself, i need to focus on me, so thats what im doing.
this is just me living my dream and making myself proud, and its okay if you dont agree or wish something else for me, as i said this was me making me happy, no looking back.
i hope that anyone who is my friend, maybe it be casual or close, supports this and me.
heres to hoping.